Have you ever looked at someone you adored and thought, “There’s no way they could want someone like me”? As a Black woman, that feeling can cut even deeper, can’t it?
That’s exactly where Natasha Bobby finds herself in my latest novel, “Twilight Serenade in Blue Mountain.” Natasha isn’t just battling the usual relationship insecurities – she’s facing down years of societal messages telling Black women they’re somehow less worthy of love, especially from successful men like Jayden Carlwright, a billionaire philanthropist who seems to have it all.
Writing Natasha’s story hit close to home. How many times have we, as Black women, second-guessed a compliment or a loving gesture? How often have we wondered if we’re “too much” – too curvy, too opinionated, too ambitious – for the world around us?
In “Twilight Serenade,” we watch Natasha wrestle with accepting Jayden’s love. It’s more than just personal doubt – it’s pushing against a lifetime of subtle (and not-so-subtle) messages about our worth as Black women. Add in some complicated history and an ex-wife stirring up trouble, and you’ve got a real test of love and self-belief.
But here’s what I love about Natasha’s journey – it’s not just about finding love with Jayden. It’s about finding love for herself, curves, complexion, and all. It’s about recognizing that her Blackness isn’t a barrier to love, but a beautiful part of who she is.
I’d love to hear from you. Have you ever felt unworthy of love because of your race? How did you overcome those feelings? Or are you still on that journey?
“Twilight Serenade in Blue Mountain” is out on Amazon here, and I can’t wait for you to experience this story of love, self-discovery, and Black girl magic. Remember, sisters – we are worthy of love, full stop. Our Blackness isn’t a flaw to be overlooked, but a crown to be worn with pride.
Stay beautiful, stay worthy, and never let anyone – including yourself – dim your light!